From miles away they judge
from my expressions
And it looks to them that nothing
could be wrong
Everything in life right now
is going my way
And I must admit
I’m playing right along
But you know and I know
You know I’m crying
You know and I know
You know I’m dying
You know and I know
When no one else can see
What’s going on inside.
There have been so many moments in my life that I lived the lyrics to this song. Growing up, people thought that because I was smart and had good grades and did this or that or looked this or that way, my life was perfect, or at least better than theirs. Even now, some people think that I have a picket fence existence. I’m so thankful for the blessings in my life, don’t get me wrong, but my life, like anybody else’s, has been fraught with a series of personal disasters. One day I will write more about them, and trust me, you won’t be able to put the book down. Ha!
TJs Things 
I’m actually one of those people. As long as I’ve known you I’ve thought that you had the most perfect life possible. I guess it’s a compliments of sorts…..that you’re able to present such peace and serenity at all times. Ya know what I’m saying?
Hmmm. Thanks.